“Little House” Star Crosby Fitzgerald Says Playing Ma Helped Her ‘Understand’ Late Grandmother’s ‘Silent Battle’ (Exclusive)

Crosby Fitzgerald has recently taken on the iconic role of Caroline Ingalls in Netflix’s revival of *Little House on the Prairie*, and the experience has led to significant personal growth and connections for the actress. At 36 years old, Fitzgerald admits that she initially hesitated when offered the chance to portray the matriarch of the Ingalls family, largely due to her contrasting personality with the character.

In an interview with PEOPLE, Fitzgerald shared her initial reaction when she realised she was auditioning for Caroline. “I thought, ‘No, wait a minute. Hold on,’” she recalled. Fitzgerald described Caroline as poised and dignified—qualities she felt were far removed from her own brash and bold nature. However, as she delved deeper into the scripts, a new perspective emerged.

“I was struck by the character’s depth and resolve,” Fitzgerald noted. Her understanding of Caroline evolved, revealing a woman capable of extraordinary strength and resilience. She was particularly impressed by scenes where Caroline faced adversities, from navigating treacherous rivers while pregnant to defending her family from threats, all while maintaining her composure.

The portrayal of Caroline Ingalls not only challenges Fitzgerald physically and emotionally, but it also serves as a catalyst for her to reflect on her maternal grandmother. In the process, Fitzgerald found unexpected similarities between her grandmother and the character she portrays. “My maternal grandmother was a sort of stern Southern woman,” Fitzgerald shared, becoming emotional as she recounted her late grandmother’s complex personality.

Through the role, Fitzgerald feels she has gained insights into the women who endure numerous struggles silently. “Caroline has helped me understand her and women in general who go through so much, who face these sort of silent battles,” she stated. The actress elaborated on how many women adopt strict demeanours out of a desire to protect their families, particularly their daughters.

Fitzgerald expressed gratitude for the role, describing it as a “gift” that allowed her to connect with her grandmother and understand the challenges of womanhood on a deeper level. “People like Caroline exist for a reason, driven by pain and fear. Suddenly, it all made sense to me,” she said, reflecting on her newfound clarity regarding her grandmother’s character.

While the success of *Little House on the Prairie* has already led to a second season renewal, Fitzgerald is still coming to terms with her transformative role. She acknowledges the profound impact of the show on her life, having previously only experienced short filming schedules on previous projects. “I’ve never been on set for more than six or seven days,” Fitzgerald revealed, indicating the magnitude of her current undertaking.

Now facing the prospect of fame, Fitzgerald remains candid about her feelings towards becoming synonymous with the beloved character. She confesses that she may not be fully prepared for the recognition that comes with portraying Caroline Ingalls. “I don’t think I’m ready, if I’m honest. I don’t know what that feels like. But I’m proud,” she admitted, highlighting her excitement about this new chapter in her career.

As *Little House on the Prairie* continues to draw viewers, Fitzgerald’s journey as Caroline embraces both the challenges of pioneering life and the emotional lineage that connects generations of women. The show is currently streaming on Netflix, and its heartfelt storytelling resonates strongly with audiences, bringing to life the enduring legacy of Laura Ingalls Wilder’s writings.