**Emmy Rossum Reflects on Challenging Journey to Motherhood**
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Emmy Rossum, best known for her role in the hit series *Shameless*, has recently shared her deeply personal journey towards motherhood, highlighting the trials she faced along the way, including her experience with infertility and Postpartum anxiety. Speaking on the *Call Her Daddy* podcast, Rossum opened up about how her battle to conceive led her to undergo in vitro fertilisation (IVF), a process that yielded unexpected results.


The actress revealed that she had been diagnosed with polyendocrine metabolic ovarian syndrome (previously known as PCOS), a condition that caused debilitating ovarian cysts throughout her twenties. Despite several attempts to conceive naturally and through intrauterine insemination (IUI), Rossum found it challenging to become pregnant. Ultimately, it was IVF that led to her success, albeit with surprising numbers. Rossum recalled an extraordinary egg retrieval during just one cycle, where doctors extracted an astonishing 72 eggs, a situation she described as “trippy and bizarre.”
The emotional weight of motherhood was not lost on Rossum. She explained how the journey to giving birth was intensified by her experiences. Having navigated through the uncertainties of a pandemic, she was able to keep her pregnancy somewhat private, creating a unique atmosphere around the anticipation of meeting her daughter. Rossum and her husband, Sam Esmail, welcomed their daughter on 24 May 2021, and later expanded their family with the birth of their son in April 2023.
During the podcast, Rossum also recounted the moments leading up to her daughter’s delivery, revealing she was in denial about going into labour despite the onset of contractions. With her due date approaching, she tried to distract herself by giving her husband a haircut and ordering takeout, all while experiencing signs of impending childbirth. Rossum expressed that fear of childbirth lingered in her mind, rooted partly in her family history, as her grandmother had tragically passed away during childbirth.
In a light-hearted anecdote, she recalled prioritising watching a Knicks game over heading to the hospital. “What was in the front of my psyche was I was not going to go into labour until after the Knicks game,” she said. Laughing about her obsession with the team, Rossum described labouring over an exercise ball while keeping an eye on the match, despite her mother’s pressing suggestions to seek an epidural.
The night she went into labour was one of uncertainty, as her contractions did not come close enough together to signal immediate delivery. “I actually laboured the whole night before I went to the hospital in the morning,” Rossum explained, emphasising how misunderstandings about the progress of her labour extended her time at home. It was only after a restless night that she decided to call an Uber to the hospital, humourously noting that her husband initially prepared a playlist for the journey, though Rossum decided against music.
That Uber ride to the hospital proved eventful, as she discovered that she had progressed to nine centimetres dilated during the journey. Reflecting on the moment her daughter arrived, Rossum described it as a life-changing experience that shifted her perspective entirely. “Oh my God, that’s a person,” she remembers thinking as she held her newborn for the first time. The overwhelming vulnerability of bringing a child into the world hit her profoundly.
Rossum’s post-birth experiences were not without challenges; she candidly spoke about struggling with postpartum anxiety and experiencing intense intrusive thoughts. The newfound responsibilities and fears regarding her child’s welfare added to the complexity of her emotional state as a new mother.
In conclusion, Emmy Rossum’s candid revelations about her journey into motherhood underscore the often unspoken challenges many face during the fertility process. As she continues to thrive in her career, with her new project *Furious* set to premiere on Hulu, Rossum remains an inspiring figure, demonstrating resilience through adversity in both her personal and professional life.
