Title: Christina Applegate Reflects on Her Teenage Crush on Johnny Depp in New Memoir
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In a candid revelation from her new memoir, *You With the Sad Eyes*, Christina Applegate shares heartfelt accounts of her youthful infatuation with actor Johnny Depp. The memoir, which is now available for readers, offers an intimate glimpse into the actress’s life, chronicling her journey in Hollywood along with her recent diagnosis of multiple sclerosis.

Applegate, now 54, delves into her past with a series of journal entries that span her teenage years. At the centre of these recollections is Depp, who entered the spotlight with his role in the popular series *21 Jump Street*. Reflecting on her teenage self, Applegate identifies a deep affection for Depp, stating that she was “madly in love” with him during her formative years.
Among her cherished memories, Applegate recounts how she landed a guest appearance on *21 Jump Street* when she was just 15 years old. This experience would strengthen her connection to the now 60-year-old actor, whom she described as part of her close childhood friend group, which included her lifelong friend, Sam Sarkar. She notes that her journals vividly illustrate the complexities of her emotions towards Depp during that time.
“What I’ve found is a locked box containing journals dating back to when I was 13 until I stopped wanting to write,” Applegate shares at the beginning of her memoir, inviting readers to explore her innermost thoughts. “Lucky you — the box is open,” she adds with a tone of playful sincerity.
One poignant entry from her teenage years features Applegate’s dreamlike reflections on Depp. “I’ve been having really strange dreams about Johnny of all people,” she wrote, lamenting her inability to recall their content upon waking. Her longing to connect with him is evident as she ponders, “I can’t sit here and wish he was something that he’s not. I can’t change him. But yet I wish I could get through to him.”
Throughout the memoir, Depp recurs as a significant figure in Applegate’s youth, particularly during their time together in Vancouver while filming *21 Jump Street*. She recalls, “There are lots of entries about my trips to Canada in my journals; mostly, I loved it up there with the guys.” This fondness for the past highlights a relatable aspect of young love, filled with both hope and uncertainty.
In addition to her nostalgic stories, Applegate opens up about her recent battle with multiple sclerosis, which she was diagnosed with in 2021. This brave disclosure showcases not only her strength in facing challenges but also her commitment to supporting others who may share similar struggles. Alongside her friend and fellow actress Jamie-Lynn Sigler, who also has MS, Applegate is launching an online platform titled Next in MS. This initiative aims to create a space where individuals living with the disease can share their experiences, fostering a sense of community and understanding.
Readers can appreciate the depth of Applegate’s journey through her memoir, illustrated by her heartfelt tales of early love, friendship, and resilience in the face of health challenges. *You With the Sad Eyes* serves as a testament to the complexities of youth and the way our past experiences shape who we become.
The memoir is now available in bookstores and online, reflecting not only her past but also her ongoing journey as a woman navigating the intricacies of life. With her honest narrative and approach to sharing her story, Christina Applegate invites us to reflect on our own experiences of love, nostalgia, and the resilience required to face life’s hurdles.
