Alanis Morissette Has ‘Diary Burning Regret’ After Destroying Notes About Her ‘Crushes’ as a Teen

Alanis Morissette has recently reflected on a pivotal moment from her teenage years that has shaped her approach to both life and music. Speaking on a recent episode of the podcast *Call Her Daddy*, the acclaimed singer-songwriter revealed an incident from when she was just 14 years old, which involved burning her diary as a reaction to the pressures of the music industry following a daunting meeting with executives.

At the tender age of 14, Morissette made the drastic decision to destroy her personal journal, a move she later regretted. The diary contained intimate musings about her life and burgeoning crushes, which she deemed too personal to share with the world. During the podcast, she recounted the experience of sitting down with “12 men in suits,” claiming this meeting made her feel like she was stepping into a realm that would forever distance her from the normalcy of her youth.

“I remember I burned my journal in the fireplace just thinking, ‘This is the end of a normal life for me,’” Morissette, now aged 52, said. “Then I signed the contracts and that was it. I still didn’t really know what I was getting myself into.” These comments give insight into the immense pressure she felt at such a young age, a feeling that resonates with many who enter the entertainment industry early on.

When probed about her reasoning for the diary’s destruction, Morissette admitted she did not want anyone to discover her teenage secrets. “Why did I burn it? I actually have legit diary burning regret,” she confessed during the podcast, expressing a desire to embrace her emotions while simultaneously wishing to keep certain aspects of her life private.

The artist shared her struggle with vulnerability, stating, “I want to lean in to the feelings. I just don’t want anyone to know anything. I just got really hide-y. I’m an introvert.” Morissette was candid about the contradiction she experiences; she can be openly emotional in her songwriting while also maintaining strict boundaries around her private life.

Morissette also touched on the complexities of being vulnerable in the public eye. She highlighted the challenges of navigating between empowerment and exposure, especially in a world that often scrutinises expressions of vulnerability. “I’m fine with everyone hearing everything. I didn’t want anyone to know because there’s layers to vulnerability,” she said.

Despite being an open book when it comes to her emotional experiences, Morissette made it clear that there are limits to what she chooses to disclose. “You can be empowered and vulnerable. I can be comfortable sharing that I feel anger and shame and guilt and fear and joy. I might not want you to know the seven people I’m obsessed over right now,” she quipped, showcasing her wit and self-awareness.

As Morissette prepares for her upcoming residency titled *Butterfly with a Machete: A Rock Traumedy*, set to launch in November at the YouTube Theatre in Los Angeles, her reflections show a woman who has transcended her teenage insecurities to take bold creative strides. Her ability to connect with audiences through her music—infused with both personal experiences and broader themes—is evident, and her upcoming show is highly anticipated.

In a further testament to her enduring influence in the music world, Morissette made a surprise appearance at Olivia Rodrigo’s inaugural Daisy Chain Fields festival, where the two artists shared the stage to perform Morissette’s 1995 hit “Ironic.” This collaboration highlights the respect and admiration newer generations of musicians have for her work, solidifying her role as a pivotal figure in contemporary music.

As Morissette continues her journey, she balances her past experiences and current realities, embodying the duality of vulnerability and strength. Her reflections resonate with many artists striving to maintain their authenticity while navigating the complex landscape of fame and creativity.